A few days ago, I had a really weird nightmare. This in and of itself isn't so uncommon. However, I posted about it on Facebook, and in the ensuing conversation, several people suggested it might be story fodder. And... it got stuck in my head. Those of you who are writers know exactly what this means... You have to write it out. Or else.
This is completely unedited, and I have no idea if I will actually do anything with it, but since I do have frequent nightmares, you just never know. In the mean time, Charlie Volnek, this one is for you!
Hellfire
The phone fell
from my fingers and landed with a soft thud on the carpet. Dead? Not Mom...
I bent down and picked it up. I wasn't even sure if I'd said goodbye. The thick
accent of the consulate minister still filled my ears. Something about an
accident—I stopped hearing his words at some point in time. Dead. There
was always a mission trip or disaster somewhere, it was hard for me to grasp
that this time, she wasn't coming back.
The rest of the
afternoon was a blur of calls. More apologetic voices, and after the standard
platitudes, wanting me to make decisions. Where to send her effects. Why
didn't they just say luggage? Tons of details to transport Mom's body back to
Nebraska. I had no idea there were so many regulations. Memorial services. Even
though we hadn't really talked about it, I knew she'd want her remains
scattered in the ocean—or from the top of the Himalayas. That's how she was.
So many questions
I didn't have answers for. I hadn't been back home much since college, even
though I only lived a couple hours away. It had nothing to do with my
relationship with Mom, we were good, but honestly, I don't know why she even
kept a house, she traveled so much. In any event, I grabbed a change of clothes
and headed out. Maybe I'd find something in her roll top desk to help me sort
things out.
By the time I hit
the city limits of Dover, dusk clung thick and heavy to the sky. The old
streetlights did little to pierce the gloom. I turned down Fifth Street and for
a brief moment, forgot the reason for my visit as I remembered learning to ride
my bike along the well-tended sidewalks. The Honda sputtered a few times before
surrendering as I turned off the ignition and headed up the walk. No cheery
lights came from the windows, no soft sound of television or music, just an
overwhelming sense of empty. I scrubbed the tears from my eyes and shoved the
key I had for this kind of emergency into the lock.
It was hard to
resist the urge to call out, even though I knew there was no point. A
horrifying thought crossed my mind. I flipped the light switch, and breathed a
sigh of relief when it worked. She'd been known to have the power turned off
for longer travels. Everything was like I remembered it, right down to the ugly
circa 1979 plaid tweed recliner in the corner. I tiptoed to the desk and rolled
the hardwood cover up to reveal Mom's belongings. Suddenly it seemed like I was
four years old, and getting into things I wasn't supposed to touch. I shook my
head and steadied myself. I was a grown woman, and as Mom's only child, the
only one who could take care of the arrangements.
Everything was so
neat, so organized. I smiled, imagining what Mom's face would look like if she
saw my cluttered desk. Or worse yet, my closet. Bills marked paid and a note
from one of her church friends were the only things on the blotter. A quick
flip through the neat file folders in the drawer revealed little more than tax
returns and appliance warranty booklets. There had to be something. I needed a
birth certificate, life insurance policy, and what seemed like a hundred other
documents. She had to keep them somewhere. Lockbox?
The faint scent of
Mom's perfume came from the closet in her bedroom as I stood on tip-toe to
reach the top shelves behind the pile of faded quilts. Aha. I pulled the
aluminum box down and sat on the foot of the bed with it clutched to my chest.
I didn't have a key, but either it wasn't locked, or the mechanism had worn
away to the point it no longer held, because it opened easily.
What had to be
hundreds of tattered photographs faded to soft pastels filled most of the box.
I was in most of them. Fat cheeks, ruffled panties, and black patent leather
Mary Jane's and all. Dad bouncing me on his lap. He'd died in a car crash when
I was five. Now they're together. The finality of the thought hit me
like a bus.
I was alone.
Really alone.
***
I don't know how
long I laid there curled up in a ball crying before I fell asleep. But I do
know what woke me up. Lightning flashed outside the yellowed lace curtains and
the house shook with the subsequent crash of thunder. I didn't remember there
being rain in the forecast, but then again, this was Nebraska. A soft plop of something
cold and wet hit my head and ran down my cheek. Great, the roof leaks. I
made sure the lid on the strongbox was closed before I headed out to hunt for a
bucket.
Not only did the
roof leak, it leaked a lot. By the time I reached the door, my hair and clothes
were wet, and my socks squished in the carpet. I caught sight of my reflection
in the window and gasped. I looked like something straight out of a horror
movie. The combination of rust and tar-water running down my face looked almost
like blood. I had no idea what time it was, but staying at Mom's the rest of
the night was clearly out of the question.
I grabbed the
strongbox and ran to the living room. The door slammed behind me a little
louder than I would have liked, but thankfully, the roof here seemed fine. Where did I leave my purse and keys? I
retraced my steps to the roll top desk as the sound of driving rain echoed
through the empty house. I lifted the drapes and peered outside. As I expected,
the maple tree in the drive swayed with each gust of wind. My little Honda sat
unmolested under the carport. As I contemplated how much wetter I would get if
I made a dash for it, something caught my eye.
Mom always
stops the mail when she's gone... Our mailbox was on the opposite side of
the street, so the opening faced me. The door was open, and what appeared to be
packages filled it. Why hadn't I noticed this earlier? I glanced up at the sky,
and back across the street at the manila-wrapped boxes that were surely going
to get ruined. Dammit. I flung the door open, hurdled the raging river
along the curb, and grabbed the boxes.
My teeth chattered
as I ran back across the street. Surely there was a coat or umbrella somewhere
inside, and why I hadn't stopped to grab it was beyond me. I saw the hole right
before I stepped in it. I grew up here, so I should have remembered where the
storm drain was, and where the slope began. The packages flew out of my arms
and landed somewhere in the grass ahead of me, but I hit the concrete hard
enough to knock the wind out of me. If I wasn't wet before, now I was soaked. Icy
water flowed over the top of my head and made me cough. I couldn't seem to get
myself righted. Cold fingers of water surrounded me as my chin sunk below the
surface and I fought to breath. I'm going to drown in six inches of storm
runoff. It wouldn't be all that bad would it? I wouldn't be alone, I'd be
with Mom and Dad.
"Get
up." Mom's voice whispered somewhere inside of my head. "Now."
Even in my
imagination, her voice had that tone of voice you didn't argue with. I managed
to pull myself onto the grass and made it to my feet. As if to mock me, the
flow of water reduced to a gentle ripple. I snatched the now wet packages from
the grass and ran back to the house.
A pang of guilt
washed over me as I peeled the wet paper from the first box, even though I knew
with Mom gone, it would have to be me that opened them. Carefully sealed inside
the bubble wrap was a thick leather book. No note or shipping invoice, just the
book. It was so old I couldn't even make out the title. Latin. Even
though I'd taken two years in high school and another in college, I'd need a
dictionary if I wanted to read the thing. I flipped through a few of the thick
parchment pages before setting it aside.
If an anonymous
Latin tome was odd, the contents of the second package only served to further confuse
me. Two matching boxes. The first held a pendant. The medallion reminded me of
a cameo, but instead of the usual woman's profile, this lady held a dagger in a
backdrop of flames. I opened the second box and my jaw dropped. Not just any
dagger, this dagger. I almost didn't want to take it from the velvet lined
case. The ornate ivory handle fit perfectly in my grip as a flash of lightning
from the window glinted from the blade. Words were etched along the metal
surface. More Latin. Again, there was no note of any sort.
The final package
was more like an overstuffed envelope. I slid the folded pages from the padded
mailer and read the first page. "My dearest Charlene," I drew
in a ragged breath. Only two people in the world called me by my given name.
Mom, and my grandmother—her mom. Everyone else knew me as Charlie. "If
you are reading this letter, I must assume something horrible has happened..."
I dropped the
pages to my lap and grabbed the packages. They were addressed to me. All of
them. I turned the soggy wrappings in my hands. No return addresses—and even
more odd, none bore any sign of a postal marking. How was this possible?
A rattle from
across the room caught my attention. Seriously? Now what? I sat the
papers aside and stood up. The plaid tweed recliner slid a few inches closer to
me with a screech of legs against hardwood. I had to be asleep. The whole day
was nothing more than a horrible nightmare. I pinched myself just to be
sure. Hard enough to make me gasp. I was very awake, or everything I'd ever
heard about pain and dreams was a big fat lie. I picked up the knife and stood
up.
The bedroom door
flew open and spray of thick red liquid blew everywhere in a torrential rain. I
wiped a drop from my face. It wasn't tar or rust, this was blood. Real blood. The
chair shook to the point the legs came clear off the floor. Then it rose a few
inches into the air and spun. Forget dreaming, maybe I'd gone crazy. The
recliner hovered a few moments as I stared, frozen to the spot and my mouth
gaping. Then it hurtled toward me. Without thinking, I threw my hands out in
front of me and screamed, "Stop it!"
The recliner exploded
in a brilliant flash of flames and the acrid heavy stench of sulfur filled my
nostrils. Something screamed from the smoke. As bits of wood, foam
stuffing, and singed, blood-soaked plaid tweed rained down around me, the smoke
coalesced into a beast-like form. It writhed a moment, then fell from where it
hovered near the ceiling into a heap near my feet.
Hellfire!
I stared at my
shaking hands in disbelief. The Latin script on the steel blade still held
tight in my grip glowed a deep amber. I'd grown up hearing whispered tales from
my grandmother, a frail wisp of a woman who could take down grown men with a
single stare. She spent her twilight years traveling the country in a beat-up Winnebago,
and stopped in a few times a year to visit. I used to listen as she told me
fantastic stories of the Chosen Ones who wielded Hellfire against unearthly
foes—in spite of Mom's protests.
Surely they were
the same type of legends and myths we'd all grown up hearing about, weren't
they? I crept closer to the still-smoking figure, kicked it with the toe of my
shoe, and tried to remember what I could about the Chosen Ones.
All of a sudden
the pieces slid together, and a sense of cold filled me from head to toe. It
was a gift passed from mother to daughter—upon the death of the mother. Grandma's
Winnebago...Mom's sudden interest in traveling after her death... it all made
sense. Somewhere in the distance, a police siren sounded.
I had no idea what
I was supposed to do next, but I did know two things. First, I was going to either need to get the
hell out of here, or try to explain to the cops why I was in Mom's house in the
middle of the night with blood on the walls, fire marks on the ceiling, a blown-up
recliner and a dead—whatever this thing was—in the middle of the living room
floor. Secondly, from what I knew about Hellfire, this was only the beginning
of my problems.